Friday, July 24, 2009
depressed.
Okayy... i have another shitload of crap on my head now. First, i didn't go training today, cos my dad couldn't fetch me to my grandma house after training today, which is after 6+, which means i'd have to go myself. The problem is, my gandma's house is in geylang, and is super super rowdy after 6. So my mum ask me don'tt go training, and go with her lor. Den after that, i got a call from rhesa, asking me where am i, jiaolian veh angry cos i never come training, and he say next week competitions no need to play alr, cuz when they learn new things i always never come. I was like WTH?! zzz la. Den somemore monday got match alr, how i know!!! After this, i think everyone's opinion of me will become zilch, i'm not even given a chance to explain my reasons. kns.
Somemore next wednesday got some kinda freaking crap council meeting, which is supposed to be compulsory. As you know, 1,3,5 all my training days, how to go? Now still is competition period, cannot miss training for these kind of things one. Attendence compulsory some more. AHHHH!!!! Last time meetings also not like this one, got cca den no need to come. Now leh? come out with these kind of rules to bind us to council. Are these things really compulsory? even though i know that this doesn't sound nice, i have to say it out cuz that's just how i feel. The system inside has glitches too. But i'm not complaining, nothing can be perfectly done. But i can't take all of these extra stress, still need to think so much about other things, like teachers, homework, competitions, being banned rom playing. Council just takes up too much time, i don't really like the teachers i/c, i'm becoming broke after giving all the money, which my dad refuses to reimburse because
1. When we give the money it isn't written down in black and white
2. No form given( $20 lehh!!)
3. No idea what the money is being used for
So all these money has to come out from my own pocket, and i'm alr broke from buying ____. -.-And i'm poorer than a church mouse. Last year, i bought the blazer, A-line skirt, and gave the money. I ordered it later, because of some reasons. And i still haven't gotten them! -.- I've been asking and asking, can't seem to get it now either. $100++ just vanished into thin air like that. *snap* -.-
Just what i think.
Posted by \m/ at 5:12 PM